April 30, 2011

Day 25: A recipe.

Hamburger Pie Casserole

2 cans of tomato soup
2 cans of green beans
1 pound cooked hamburger

mixed together

top with mashed potatoes & shredded cheese

put in microwave or oven for 5 minutes to warm

EASIEST MEAL AND SO YUMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

April 29, 2011

Day 24: A movie no one would expect you to love.

Remember the Titans





I could watch this for days and days, it never gets old and when the song comes on and the car hit i can never hold my tears back.

April 27, 2011

Day 23: A way in which you want to be remembered.

I want to remembered...

My child- A mommy who she can turn to about anything. That knows there are boundaries but nothing was too bad or too much for her to come and know there will always be a place in my home for her in the best of situations or worst.

My lover- A woman who can take on a lot and never gives up on family or relationships. Someone he can count on is the worst of times and the best of times.

A daughter & sister- who was there for my family always.

Friends- someone they can count on and talk to for any reason.

THIS WAS A WEIRD ONE FOR ME TO ANSWER.

April 25, 2011

Day 22: A website.

wirester.com

LOVE this website! Got my new cell phone cover and it is cheaper then in the malls or through the cell phone provider, they have all cell phone covers and there is no shipping and only take 3-5 days to get delivered

Day 21: Something you know you do differently than most people.

When it is hot outside (summertime) I have to wash my feet and then get in bed with them still wet.



I have to wear PJ's shorts to bed every night NOT pants, I cant wear pants.

April 24, 2011

Day 20: A hobby of yours.

A hobby of mine....

I love arts and crafts, I could do them all day long.. if i had the time.







Day 19: A talent of yours.

A talent most people dont know is

I can play the piano....

April 20, 2011

Day 18: A time when you felt passionate and alive.

This is easy to answer. I hadnt seen Daryl in person from January to November 2009. When we went to visit him the weekend of Thanksgiving and took Sadie for him to hold for the first time was incredible. Through the 11 months of complete change in my life, there was ups and downs. When we seen each other it was just like we seen each other the day before. He was an amazing father and it was the best day. I felt so passionate and alive because my family was together for the first time and we were able to talk and share our little girl together.

April 17, 2011

Day Seventeen: A art piece...

I do LOVE this whole entry way but my favorite is the 9 art pieces on the wall. I love love love black and white items and 9 different designs that catch your eye. LOVE IT...

April 12, 2011

Day Sixteen: A song that makes you cry..

Butterfly Kisses by Bob Carlisle



I dont know why this song makes me cry but I think its because the time Daryl misses with Sadie right now and how much he loves and misses her. They already have a special relationship and I know without a doubt he will always be the daddy I want to for my children especially for my girl(s). It melts my heart when they are together and she runs to her daddy when we see him.

April 11, 2011

Day Fifteen: A person you admire...

Hmmm...

The person I admire most is my baby sister, Lindsay. She is the person who before my new family was the one person I would give my life for. She has always been such a amazing person. She has taught me more then anyone else in this world. She has been the one person growing up that was ALWAYS there. Although she may not have understood the exact reason I was hurting or upset she always would give me hugs and make sure I knew she loved me. Although I dont understand what shes going through now, no matter what changes, or what happens I will always be there to support her and love everything she gives because she was there for me when no one else was.

When we are over and Sadie and Lindsay go outside and play together or when we go for rides and Lindsay would hold Sadies hand in the backseat. She is the best aunt and Sadie loves her aunt Lindsay. I admire her for the person, sister, and aunt she is to me and Sadie. Although there has been a lot of bad things and stressful times Lindsay has always supported me in her own way. She was the person I first let spend time with Daryl and she is the approval I looked for and when me and Daryl found out I was pregnant she was the person we wanted to tell the most.

She changed my life completely and the one person I admire the most in this world. Against all odds she keeps fighting and thats the reason I love her with my whole heart. She is a magnificant person and I am so blessed to be able to call her my sister.

April 10, 2011

Day Fourteen: A vacation I would like to take...

A little back story: A year ago me and Daryl decided to write bucket lists and send them to each other so that we could help each other experience things that each other may be scared to embark on but with the help of each other we knew we would be able to do them. Our bucket lists were COMPLETELY different! Which is GREAT cause then we have more to experience BUT there was one thing in common...

Take a trip to Hawaii and stay on the beach. So thats the vacation I would enjoy to take with him.



We also want to take Sadie to Disney World in Florida, I remember going there in 2000 and it was one of my greatest experiences and memories.







This is my favorite ride EVER..



Daryl wants me and him to go to a Pittsburg Steelers game in Pittsburg WHILE it is snowing. I hate hate hate the snow but I know this is his all time dream so I want to take this vacation to fulfill his dream.





April 9, 2011

Day Thirteen: A Guilty Pleasure

For sure this is my guilty pleasure:

Lays Potato Chips w/ Tabasco on top (no the lays tabasco chips dont taste like pouring tabasco on top yourself and I was doing this before they came out with those)





And recently I LOVE Strawberry Koolaid yummm





Sadie's guilty pleasure:

M&M's she LOVES them!



We recently went to the M&M Factory on the Las Vegas Strip and she loved it, if you havent been there, they have a wall of m&m's and every color. They have Regular in all the colors, Peanutbutter in regular colors, Almond in regular colors, and Pretzel in regular colors!



She was in heaven! After the 30 days i'll post more pics of her and the factory and our trip to the vegas strip!

April 8, 2011

A break from the 30 days to share...

Well I am taking a day to skip a 30 day post and post about something else.

Tonight approx. 5 we were hanging around the apartment and I heard a huge crash and a high pitch scream, I have never heard Sadie scream this way, but I did know it was a scream that was of a huge amount of pain. I ran around the corner and I see sadies TV on top of her head. I pushed it off and blood everywhere.. blood down her face and out of her nose. I immediately picked her up and tried to wipe it off, it just continued to bleed. I got a blanket, my sandals and purse and we were in the car off to the ER.

A hour later we left the ER and everything is fine, there is a cut on her eye lid and bruises on her legs other then that the Doctor said "she still has her personality and a fighter" (when he tried to look at her) My Sadie wont go near the TV now and it is on the ground. I dont know how it fell but it was a nightmare to see her like that. I am glad it is over and I am sure I cried more than her and was more scared then she was. Sadie got a popsicle and some stickers and was happy to be on her way home!

I wanted to post this for "journal" postings, so Sadie can come back and see her first accident and incase there is a scar!

And of course a post wouldnt be fun without a picture.

April 7, 2011

Day Twelve: A song that you want played at your wedding.

Well this is kind of easy. I dont know if the song played at your wedding means the reception but Im guessing and in that case.

For those who are looking for PG song please do not listen to this movie :)

Lolli Lolli by Three 6 Mafia



Now I know this is not a sensitive song or whaat most people would want at their reception but because I always do everything MY way. And this will be one time wedding that I have been waiting for and will end up waiting 5 years for and that being said this is the one song I have ever turned to when asked what my and Daryls song would be.

I met Daryl outside his house at 3 in the morning after the club and this song was on his playlist bumpin out of his car we all started dancing, me and daryl of course danced, and it was then turned on repeat over and over again, so this song is me and Daryls first song when met. How can I ever have a reception without having the song that brought us together? Hmmm.. this is the song I would choose and although it may not be the best polite lyrics, this is the song I choose, its not always about the beat or lyrics but the memories that come along with it. FYI we are a bold kind of couple.

April 6, 2011

Day Eleven.. A Picture I Recently Took (I changed it)



My Sadie Bug and Best Friend, she has unconditional love for me always and I LOVE her to pieces, my baby doll. This was less then a week ago in her new spring shirt!

Yes it was suppose to be a picture of me that was taken recently BUT i dont have a picture and rather let everyone see a picture of ms. Sadie so at least its a post. HA

April 1, 2011

Day Nine.. A Photo I Took...



I choose this picture for a couple different reasons:
>Yes I took this of myself, I have only like a hundred pictures that i do this same thing, peace sign and lips, it became my "typical picture face"
>Before I became a mommy and had time for myself, i used to always do my hair, paint my nails or get them done and have makeup, maybe not as outrageous as this but you get it.
>I love my hair this dark, I love my hair this way all together and miss it but now that im in Utah i dont have my hairdresser/friend to keep my hair all cute and the way she knows i like it.